Right now.

I feel like rolling on the floor crying.
Banging my fists on the floor.
Pulling hair out of my head.
Tearing down paintings off the wall.
Do I?
No.
I´m a Finn.
How much patience do we have?
Seems like a hell of a lot.
I wish you could be here and give me a big hug.
Pat me on the head and say:
"It´s all going to be ok".
Whoever you are reading this right now.
I need a cigarette.
Then I´m off to sleep.

This is what you usually see me doing.

Cray.

Some days.

There's just nothing left to say.

I have been running around like crazy.

I feel like super woman.

I'm moving out of my apartment.

Phase 1.

But it's not only my stuff that needs to be moved.

It's amazing to realize how much stuff you've gathered during a year.

If the move happens to the other coast.

I'll roadtrip. 

But anyways.

A couple of hard working days ahead.

And I'll have a little time off.

Can you take me to Santorini?

I have been day dreaming lately.

It´s a hectic life.

Yesterday I flew back.
Landed 4pm.
Went to pick up the babies.
3 dogs.
Ran some errands.
Dropped dead in the bed.
Woke up in the morning stressed out.
I knew I had a lot of things to take care of.
Including flights for tomorrow.
So yes, I came home to do some laundry.
Tomorrow off to Atlanta.
There for a couple of days.
And then... tihihih.
I´ll let you know.
No flights booked yet.
But I´m pretty sure I´m going back, back to Cali, Cali.

There´s a scratch on the car and I got stopped by this latino guy and his granddad.
They said "$100 and we´ll fix that scratch here and now".
And the two other scratches too.
I was like sure.
10 minutes and they were done.
HAH.
I had been wanting to take the car to a shop for a long time.
Well how convenient.

I´m bummed.
I will miss Fleetwood Mac in Ft Lauderdale on Saturday.

Today I ran into a friend of mine randomly.
And now I just finished packing.
So I will go and have a well deserved beer.
In good company.

How has your day been?

CHAAAAAAIN KEEP US TOGETHER!

RUNNING THROUGH THE SHADOWS!

My hairdresser was titled my "Miami mum" today.
Apparently we look a like.
And she said "ANNIKA, you look exhausted and you sound like it too"
I admitted, yes it is true.

4th of JULY is coming, are you ready!
I´ll be in Europe :( 

I love my boyfriend.