I heart you.

I have never felt this energy from people.
On how much they get out of the New Year.
New opportunities.
Amazing vibes.
I feel it everywhere.
Everyone keeps reminding me too.
I have never felt special about a year changing until now.
I see everything so clearly now.
The signs are popping up everywhere.
I cried today.
I sat on the floor.
And I cried.
Other than that.
I had a pretty awesome day.
What about you?

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I took this picture today.
I LOVE IT.
And I love the fact that for once.
I am in color.
(I always wear black).

7am.

Here she was.

Morning.

He left me without saying goodbye.

Night.

Light.

Calm.

Fog.

Surrounded me.

I drove around for a while in silence.

The streets were deserted.

I knew that the world was going to be changed.

In about 2 hours. 

I wish you would read this.

Why do I keep you in my life.

I don't understand you.

I'm too nice.

I wanna believe that you are good.

In my face.

You are.

The moment you turn your back.

You're not.

You pull energy. 

And I don't have any to give you anymore.

It makes me laugh.

I see through it.

I just feel bad.

You ruined your music for me. 

The only thing I hear now.

Fake.

But I want to thank you.

Knowing you makes me aware.

I recognize. 

And I appreciate.

Good people.

And I'm surrounded by them.

And a new one just entered. 

I'm happy.

Thanks to you.

IT.

I can´t be without it.
I can´t be with it.
It keeps me up all night.
I go crazy without it.
I try to avoid it as much as I can.
It stresses me out not being there.
It stresses me out being there.
It decreases my creativity.
It increases my creativity.
Work would be impossible without it.
But sometimes.
Sometimes I secretly wish I could run away.
It wouldn´t know where I was.
Technology.
Why do you make me stupid?
Why do you make me smart?
Why do you make me so addicted?
Don´t leave me.
Please.
Please.