PORTLAND.

I´m backstage.
I hear people screaming.
"I LOVE YOU".
I´m in Portland.
I love it here.
I love Seattle too.
And a part of me stayed in Seattle.
We had a good time.
Tomorrow is a day off.
And then 2 shows left for a week.
I have had a horrible day today.
For some reason.
Blood, sweat and tears.
Some days on the road are easier.
Some days are really though.
I am also smoking way too much.
For some reason it feels like a reward.
After working like a maniac.

I´m so inspired though.
I think the future looks pretty bright right now.
I will get shit done.
And work with my own creative projects.
And it makes me really happy.
I can do it.

Seattle.

I love it here.

I have a huge headache. 

Thank god today is a day off. 

Expect for quickly going in to a studio. 

And answering emails. 

And stressing about the future. 

We arrived 3am. 

I feel like sleeping all day. 

But I need to do something else.

Random shots along the way. 

Random stops in the desert.

Salt Lake City, twinning. 

This morning in my shower bedroom. 

At a random parking lot this fella was staring at me. 

Where am I?

On tour a common questions are.
Where are we?
Where were we yesterday?
Where are we tomorrow?
Last night when I got to the venue in Denver.
The production manager asked me where we came from.
And I had to look at my calendar to remind myself.
A day on the road is a week in normal life.
Today is a day off.
I felt sick yesterday.
I was freezing.
After the show.
We got pho soup.
And I wrapped myself in the hotel bathrobe.
Crawled under the covers and passed out.
It´s almost 2pm and here I still am.
Just had to do some work on the computer.
Today we have a 9 hour drive infront of us.
Salt Lake City.
And then.
Seattle.
Portland.
San Fransisco.
And city of Angels, La La Land.
Then a week off.
Which will include returning to my amazing cottage in LA.
The hammock is calling.
And drive from LA to Dallas, Texas.
Roadtrip.

Random highway stops. 

Amazing views in Colorado. 

I found this amazing app.
Tune in radio.
The 80's and 90's channels rock.
"LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.
LIFE IS CHANGING"
-Haddaway

The venue last night.
Trying to look cool turn into looking uncomfortable. 

We hit the snow.

After NYC.
8 hour drive.
Cleveland, double show.
Night drive.
Half way.
Sleep.
8 hour drive.
Chicago, double show.
Night drive.
Half way.
Highway hotel.
6 hour drive.
Now in Omaha, Nebraska.
Night drive approaching.
Destination Englewood, Colorado.
9 hour drive.
My mood keeps swinging.
Yesterday was a good day.
The day before was stressful.
Today has been half and half.
It´s snowy.
And really cold.
I´m thinking about Mexico.

SPENDING XMAS AND NEW YEARS IN MEXICO.
WITH MY FAMILY.
SUNSHINE.

CLEVELAND. 

Highway hotel, and caddy. 

I love shitty places with comfy beds. 

This morning, of afternoon before hitting the road. 

Here we slept, no idea where though. 

Next door was this amazing authentic southern food place.
Meat loaf. 

The open road. 

Snow, is unfair and cold. 

Yeezus.

Yesterday.

 A spontanious decision was made.

We had a day off.

We drove to NYC.

From Boston.

After a visit at Harvard.

Got tickets.

Backstage passes.

And went to see my biggest idol.

Mr. Yeezy.

Kanye West.

My third time.

It was amazing.

I was so happy.

I got even happier seeing my friend there.

She works for him.

And even happier.

At the intimate afterparty.

Kanye walked out from the bathroom.

And came over to me.

And started a conversation. 

I always felt like I didn't wanna meet him.

I didn't wanna ruin my image of him.

But he was so nice.

I was surprised.

And so so happy. 

I think I'll meet him again.

Kim was there too.

Starstruckdom. 

I'm in Cleveland now.

I will have a heart attack soon.

Philly.

Nyc.
2 hectic shows.
Sold out.
Yesterday New Haven.
Sold out.
Today.
Philadelphia.
Driving back and forth from NYC.
Tomorrow day off.
Can´t wait.
My body is exhausted.
But there´s a lot more to come.

New Haven was great.
My old friend came to the show.
I love seeing familiar faces.
From home.
Reminds me of who I am.
Where I come from.
Brings back a lot of memories.
This particular friend was my ex-boyfriends roommate.
Back in the day.
And we are basically in the same hometown "gang".

Monday it´s off to Boston.
I am happy today.

LATE NIGHTS AND EARLY MORNINGS. 

For some reason we play a lot of churches, I call it The Church Tour.

NYC I have returned.

I´m here again.
NYC.
We drove into DC.
Drove out.
5 hours later.
The city that never sleeps.
But it sure seemed like it was sleeping last night.
We have a double show tonight.
Roughness.
I feel like I should divide myself.
How can I be in 4 different places.
At the same time.
Do you have a secret solution?

I visited a very southern home the other day.
I wanted to lift down the bear.
Take it outside and yell:
"YOU´RE FREEEEEEEEE"