Everyone is always like "woah moving to the US is so awesome".
That´s probably what I would say to someone in my position too.
If I would be stuck in Helsinki still.
The truth is at this moment it´s been really rough.
Some days I´ve felt like I don´t even want to get up from bed.
I guess I´m so emotional.
Sometimes I wonder if I shouldn´t have went home for a visit.
It made me miss my old surroundings a lot.
Being surrounded by people I love.
I try to think that if I would stay in Finland for longer it would get boring again.
I guess I kind of miss routines.
I try to think positive.
And think that this is just a phase.
Which I know it is.
And I´ve heard this is a normal thing that happens to people who move away.
The first visit is the hardest.
|The Ocean, The Sky and random tourists.|