Happy?

I have been home.

Almost a week. 

It amazing.

It's beautiful.

And yet I am struggling.

After living 2 years away.

I feel like I have to find my role again.

Where should I live?

Who should I see?

What should I do?

It's made me so restless.

My recent years have made me restless.

I need a base.

I want to slow down. 

I think it's here.

My mind is scattered. 

And I'm completly lost. 

No one else around me is. 

And I feel so alone. 

Can you take my hand?

And lead the way.

I'd love to have a navigator.

To guide me through life.

I have missed all of this.