My heart is in pain.
A longing for something you don't have.
I'm not sure what I'm looking for.
And the search gets me tired.
Adulthood gets me tired.
I need to accomplish something.
I want to make a mark.
I want to be happy.
And keep the cart in the roller coaster more up there.
Where you can see the view.
The big picture.
The low point doesn't really give me butterflies in my tummy.
It's almost 4am.
I thought our relationship was over.
And bought myself the same helmet I have in Finland.
He was a mix of so many nationalities.
I am staring at the wall now.