Blackouts.

I was so close to being in a car accident.

It was so close.

Barely made it. 

My fault.

But I would had suffered the most.

Right after the situation was over.

This song came on:

(I'm not joking)

http://youtu.be/eGpfBW07qtc

I'm flying in a few hours.

I'm so sad.

But I'm alive.